Anxiety. Care. Grass.

October 26, 2015

One of my favorite verses in the Bible is in Matthew 6:30.  It says, “ Now if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?”

It’s not so much that I read that verse and worry about being clothed. It’s more that I read the verse and remember that it is this promise that God takes care of His creation–even down to clothing–that so beautifully shows His loving heart. If He cares about something as inconsequential as putting green frocks on grass stalks, how much more does he care about the things are going on in my life?

And there is a lot going on in my life right now.  After eight weeks of experiencing increasingly worrisome symptoms, I was sent for an ultrasound on Thursday to be checked concerning a serious diagnosis.  (I’ll give more details from the past few weeks once the results–whatever they turn out to be– are back.)

Friday I posted a few pictures from along the road on my trip to the hospital in Greenville, but there were a few more I took that I’d like to share. 

Midway along my journey on Thursday, I pulled onto a side road that was marked Old Ferry Landing; I paused a few minutes to take some pictures of the docks and water.

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As I was getting ready to put my camera away, I glanced up at the road behind me and happened to notice the grass shining and shimmering in the early morning light. Immediately, that verse from Matthew came to my mind and in the midst of my fear and worry, I stood all alone in the middle of this road . . . .

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and cried.

My reason for crying was not necessarily because of my anxiety, although there was plenty of that scrabbling for a foothold in my heart.

The primary reason behind my tears was that in the middle of my anxiety, I was reminded that the grass stretched out before me was created and watched over by God. And if God cared for that grass, well, wouldn’t He care just a little bit more for me? A beloved child of his, crying, and standing alone in the middle of the road?

And if he cares for the grass, and if he cares for me, wouldn’t He also care for each one of you who is reading this post, possibly with anxieties and pain of your own?

The answer is yes.

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I’m so thankful I decided to take that little detour on my way to the hospital. I’m so thankful that it was a sunny day so that the grass was lit from within, illuminating God’s promise to a heart needing to feel the comfort of heaven’s touch.

He cares for the grass. He cares for me. He care for you.

I am grateful.

 

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33 responses to “Anxiety. Care. Grass.”

  1. Becky says:

    Thank you to EVERYONE who left a comment on this post. I just went back through and read each comment for the second time and treasured all over again your words, your encouragements, and your prayers. So thankful to be a part of this community of friends.

  2. Jenna Hoff says:

    Becky I am so very deeply worried about you!! I really really hope and pray that this serious diagnosis is not what you have and your symptoms are from something less serious. But as you so well know, even when the diagnosis is serious or prognosis not great, miracles and wonderful things can happen as occurred with Sarahs healing. , Please know you are cared for and loved by so many of your fans around the world. Even though we’ve never met in person you have become my special friend over the years. I’ll be thinking of you and praying for you. I am glad you are finding comfort in that beautiful Bible verse .

  3. Linda in Pgh says:

    Praying it is nothing serious and all goes well for you. Your photos are absolutely beautiful, and your post is extremely inspiring. We sometimes need to be reminded that God is always watching over us, even (or especially) during the hard and stressful times. Just like the “Footprints in the Sand”! Hope you are felling better soon. Hugs to you and yours.
    Linda in Pittsburgh

  4. sharyn McDonald says:

    Becky, it almost sounds like you need a change in medication. They always talk on t.v.
    About these fantastic medicines and what they can do for you, but then give the side effects. Praying that’s what it is and nothing internal. Beautiful pictures!

  5. Margie says:

    AWESOME!!!! Prayers.

  6. michele says:

    Praying everything is ok with you healthwise…or at least it’s nothing serious. Beautiful pictures

  7. Mel says:

    Prayers to you and your family Becky. You have such a way with words. Today you remind us to have the faith in God and even when life is complicated, it really doesn’t have to be. God always help carry our worries.

  8. Rix. says:

    Prayers for you Becky. Your photos are beautiful and you have such a good eye in taking your pictures and capturing the scene.

  9. Ann Martin says:

    Yes,He cares for us and prayers for you to have peace during this stressful time.

  10. SueEllen says:

    Beautiful pictures (as always) to accompany a beautiful post…continuing to keep you in my prayers

  11. Jill says:

    Praying for you Becky. And thanks for your words.

  12. Ruth C. Rehberg says:

    Yes. Was reading that verse last night; He cares for us. Always.

  13. Diane P. says:

    Beautiful pictures. Sending lots of prayers your way.

  14. CJ says:

    What a beautiful post and reminder. Praying for your comfort and peace.

  15. AnnO. says:

    Beautiful words, as well as pictures, Becky. So sorry for the worries and anxiety. None of us walks this path alone. God is with you, as are so many who love you and your family all over this world. I am so grateful for you as you shine light on the beauty around, when there is also suffering within.

  16. Steve says:

    wow.

  17. Melissa Ball Kennedy says:

    You’re in my prayers

  18. Guerrina says:

    Beautiful reminder to me, Becky and prayers up for you!

  19. Gail Puckett says:

    Sweet friend, know that I will be praying for you, peace for whatever comes. I agree with Jan, “It is Well with my Soul” (and yours as well) though we have never met in person, know that this person loves and thinks of you often.

  20. Jan Reuther says:

    Praying for you, while “It is well with my soul” plays in my head.

  21. Judy says:

    Thank you for sharing your feelings. No matter who we are in this world we all unfortunately experience anxiety. I want to share this……the will of God will not take you where the grace of God will not protect you. I will keep you in my prayers that everything will be fine. Trusting the Lord…………..

  22. Lesley says:

    Well that post made me cry. Thank you. And prayers that the test results are less than interesting.

  23. Have followed you and your family for a long time and enjoy your posts Becky. Keeping you in my prayers! Love, hugs and ladybugs…

  24. Margaret S. says:

    This was so beautiful, Becky, and thank you for sharing your heart. I sent it to my e-mail address so that I could share it with friends who would also love to read it. May the Lord shelter you and keep you safe. My prayers are with all of you.

  25. LeeAnne says:

    You’re in my prayers….:)

  26. Donna says:

    Praying that everything will be alright!!

  27. Kay says:

    God’s hand is upon you. Thankful you have experienced His peace & presence in the trying times of life. You are loved!

  28. Nathan says:

    A powerful post Mom. Thanks for sharing your pains and joys with us.

  29. beckylp says:

    beautiful up lifting post- thank you

  30. Beautiful post sweet friend. God surely has you in His grip. I love you and am praying for you 🙂

  31. Mary H says:

    God bless you and your heart. Thank you, Becky. Praying for you. Your photos are stunning and it was most certainly God’s message to His beloved photographer that He most assuredly has His hands on your shoulders and will guide you through. No accident or coincidence that you turned down that road.

  32. Shawn says:

    I am sending prayers your way and hope that all turns out well. Thanks for all the beautiful pictures.
    Take care!

  33. Mrs. Pam says:

    joining you in prayer, knowing that God’s way is always the most loving and merciful way….

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